These days I realised that the motivation for all I do is to come to closure before my physical death. Some people want to pay all the loans, arrange for the funeral and so on, me I want to bring things to closure. Maybe it sounds depressing or morbid, but hey, it’s a motivation, maybe not the best one in the world, but it makes my life tick.
What do I mean by bringing things to closure? I am talking about artistic life. Actaully since 39 all the projects I got myself involved in, are my preparation fro closure. That makes things even less clear, I know.
After 39 actually can only do this, slowly close down the artistic ideas. I had my opening time and now is closing time, even if that means to start a new project. It is only a project in order to practice a certain part of closure.
So, how do I come about to a closure? Well, following the slogan of 39: When things come our right, death occurs. So, I am listening and tracing that moment fo everything falling in its proper place to make a puzzle clear.
Yes, I will go into play and play that closure. I see some symptoms of that in my recent endeavors and realisations.
Plazma (http://plazma.upri.se) is actually Commoveo 0.2
I started to use elements of TRE and clowning for B-side in a way that I feel like it is coming from B-side itself. It is like TRE or clowning would be opening up something in B-side (dance) that is already present in B-side, but because main aim of B-side is a play and how to come to a play, I have trouble focusing on these elements of B-side.
Anyway it will come more clear with each step.